...and From your LIPS she drew the 'Hallelujah'.

Once upon a time, can happen anytime.
Tomorrow or the day after but DONT let any day hold you back from getting your fairytale..
I NEVER GOT MINE…yet!
Coz I let other things get in my way…silly things!
I long to get that day back but never got close, because I let go and now its too late.
I look through the window and I find him living his life; happy.
So much for wanting to be that girl who sits next to him and whispers precious thoughts in his ear and to have him smile bluntly and knowing that I somehow complete HIM by the tiniest things i do...
Well im never gonna be that girl…
So from where I stand, I only get to watch someone else happy ending…
I don’t get to be in it or ever be part of him…all because of the silly things I once thought was something *important* that actually got me nothing. Except to walk away with my head held high in silent wondering "WHAT IF?"

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Where Did I Go SO-Wrong?

It takes a REAL PERSON to confess on the "Ever-So-Wrong" things she or he has done..
Any Sinner who still finds time to seek forgiveness from GOD above is NO SINNER.
When we were young, we were thought NEVER to tell 'Lies', Never to 'Steal' and Never to 'Point' at other people and laugh at their fall!
As we grow older, we tend to break all the rules...We start creating new rules for ourselves and we follow em' just cause we "think" its the right way...
We tell 'white Lies' and we don't steal but we OWE! We no longer point & laugh at people who fall, instead We video tape them and in seconds they cant be downloaded on 'youtube'!!
BOO..

Funny isn't it how things turn out?
Its either we cope with it, deal with it or leave the country..
I find the line ' living by rules' absurd.
Everyone should be able to speak their minds and voice out their opinion without being look down on! but they say you can't coz; ITS LIFE. so we pretend to care.
Speak too much, get thrown in jail, "blog' to much also get thrown in jail?
Haih....Government should Banned Computers and Internet den!!
and legalise 'prostitution'...hahaha...den everybody can be happy!
(i seriously dunno where that came from!)

I THINK TOO MUCH!!!
someone once told me...

Hell Yeah...This is my Blog, My space to write MY- WHATEVERR shitload i.like and if ppl find me totally barbaric or offensive Then don't read larr....
I'm just another girl who lives by HER Principe and is NOT afraid to speak her mind!
Like i said b4, You know the Exit button...-don't play dumb-
But if ya here just for pictures....den Why Not.




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Nutshell...

I am NO Perfect 10...
And there was not a day I wish i was!!
Looking back after all these years of growing up and learing things the hard way, I do not wish to trade in any days of mistakes making that I have ever made for a second chance!! IF i had to do over, I still want make those mistakes...
Because those silly mistakes moments have made me who I am this present day..

The girl with the BIGGEST laughter in the neighbourhood,
The girl who breaks her curfew now and then....and
The girl who sneaks down when everyone is fast asleep to get a midnight snack..

WHY NOT YOU?

When i was a kid, we used to visit the supermarket every once a month,
There lies my ambition; to be a 'cashier', mmmph...I always thought 'cashiers' were the richest most successful ppl on earth! I was so determined to be one that I convince my parents to buy me a 'toy cashier set' just so i could get an early head start..It was my secret that i never shared with anyone, thinking if i did then everybody would want to be cashiers too and there wont be enough money left for me wen I grew taller ( I tot being taller is an adult). Later i found out, 'cashiers' dont get to keep all the money from the cash register!!! Only then, i change my ambition...

For a while it seemed to me that people who wore suits had really "made it"haha, until " Uncle K came to my 11th birthday bash in a suit!!! Then gradually it dawned on me that wearing suit doesn't make you a genius.


When i was 14, I wanted to be 'Prime Minister'...The first lady ever in Malaysia!!! boo hoo!!!
I thought 'prime minister' knows the answer to every questions...I changed my mind quickly on that one when i started reading.

Maybe, at times, you have thought the same?- That there are people who are born to be happy and sucessful. NEWS FLASH, There aren't. Every great success comes with hardwork and remind yourself that successful people aren't superhuman, they have one brain, 24 hours in a day and usually 2 arms and legs. Like Me+You.



NOBODY is born with "SPECIAL PERMISSION" to be Happy or Successful'! It comes from YOU!







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Why Do These Eyes of Mine Cry?

Sad movies always make me cry;
He said he had to work so I went to the show alone,
They turned down the lights and turned the projector on,
And just as the news of the world started to begin,
I saw my darlin' and my best friend walk in,
Though I was sittin' there they didn't see,
And so they sat right down in front of me,
When he kissed her lips I almost died,
And in the middle of the color cartoon I started to cry.
And so I got up and slowly walked on home,
And mama saw the tears and said “what's wrong?”
And so to keep from telling her a lie,
I just said “sad movies make me cry".

-Sue Thompson-



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"Mi World is Su World'

WELCOME to My World...
Where LOVE is the answer to everything and PRIDE can be Sold to the highest bidder...
A world Where 'Everyone and Anyone' is Invited and will NOT BE JUDGE!!
-no cover charge and no need to dress to impress-
Come in slippers or hand me downs and I promise to accept whoever you are!!
I.AM.ME. so YOU just BE.YOU.



THE ULTIMATE...

What you WONT find in my world are PREJUDICE,
JEALOUSY, HATRED, RACIST, LOSERS or UGLY PEOPLE!!
In the end of the day, WE are all equal in GODs Eyes..
A Wise men Once told me; If your SHY of your own kind, GOD will be shy of you too!!
IF you Discriminate your own kind, GOD will Discriminate you too..go figure!
Ask any 6 year old kid, and he will SPEAK HIS MIND...
and usually what Children mind thinks are always the TRUTH!


You might think I'm being Unrealistic' by saying LOVE is the answer in my World; so hows LOVE good if:
LOVE is not going to pay my bills?
LOVE is not going to buy me baby diapers?
and Most certainly LOVE is not going to get me those Jimmy Choo's?

I Know that and i'm NOT GOD, so i dont always have the correct answers to every question asked...BUT i DO know,
LOVE can bring World peace
LOVE can bring Two enemies into a beautiful friendship
LOVE can make the world go round &
LOVE CANNOT be Bought, even if Ur the richest man on "planetier"<(no such word)

-World Peace or Jimmy Choo? you decide-

So before you laugh at me and my silly little world, You should take a walk in my shoes, get blisters all over DEN jugde ME!!
BUT before you take a walk in my shoes, You MUST first remove your own!

O o



So remind me again,
how do we seek guidance from the people we look up most too?
If they themselves are IGNORANT?
In the end we turn to our self, look in the mirror and ask ourselves:
"WHOSE LIFE ARE WE LIVING"?
Theirs or OURS?
Do we battle our Rights for the sake of others to be happy and satisfy?
NOPE.
I Promise, you can be whoever you desire in my WORLD.
As long as your willing to look things further and learn to LOVE in the most mutual and genuine way, WE can surely be Friends!!maybe even BFF!!

BOOP. TI. FUL?



May it be tomorrow or the week or year after,
I know that GOD has plans for me and my future is all written in his book of life
I cannot FIGHT that so...
I leave things up to HIM because the ONE I fear most is HIMSELF..
He will NEVER Jugde me and HE is the only one who is allowed to ever JUDGE me.period.
I look no futher den that.

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Oh yea...I bet you've already notice by now...
My AWESOME new hairdo'...hate me.


ok im off.....taa....



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"IF You L.O.V.E Me, You'll Sleep With ME?

Ahhh...the oldest trick in the book'...
Mama once said; You shouldn't be force into doing something you dont approve of!!
IF he LOVES you, he'll learnt to wait and respect you and your decisions.
Hell Yeah!!





I still dont get it why some girls still compare among themselves who slept with more men?
(i did ur brother and ur brothers brother and ur other brothers too?)
HONESTLY larr, is it something to be proud of? or is there a prize to claim for
"Sleeping with the most men" before hitting 30"?
(ur PRIDE is worth more then a lousy rice cooker)
I just had to say my peace of mind...




I shouldnt' mind other peoples conversation...
but is it my fault if one speaks too loud?
and the entire shops hear but only I listen?
Yea okie , I GET it, ITS A FREE COUNTRY....
but nobody wants to know "How many guys u slept with last weekend" or WHOSE DICK IS BIGGER or What new position you tried!!!!
ohh UNLESS of course -your getting paid-?
JOY..

I dont deny i speak really loud too at times, BUT I know what kinda conversations are allowed to be spoken out loud and NOT be JUDGE by the table behind..SO unless you slept with MARIAH CAREY or JIM CAREY, save ur "other stories" for ur Mother to listen at HOME!!

NO OFFENCE!!! http://www.lockinglips.blogspot.com/ SUE ME!!

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Please LOOK 'A' lil' Deeper....

Please DONT JUGDE ME by my face
By my religion or my race!
Please dont laugh at what I wear Or how i do my hair.
PLEASE LOOK A lil DEEPER-
Way down deep inside...




And although you may NOT see it
I have alot to hide.
Behind my clothes,
the secrets lie.
Behind my SMILE:)
I softly cry...




Please look 'A' lil Deeper,
And maybe you'll see
The lonely little girl
That lives inside of me.




Please Listen carefully to her;
she'll show that she's insecure!
Please try to be friends with her...
And show her that you care..



Please Just get to know her
And maybe you'll see
That if you just look deeper enough
You'll FIND the real ME!!





So NEVER be to quick to judge a book by its cover,
Cause, the extra mile of looking 'A' lil deeper
Wouldn't KILL, once in a while...

*Sundae Smiles*



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'Amazing'

The world keeps getting smaller & smaller...
Everybody knows know everyone!!!hooh!!
BRYAN is so ""Amazing""!!!!
still CANT get over the fact He Brought me out to "Table talk"...(korean guys??)

""The Freakin Amazing Bryan!!!""
no thumbs up for u!!!!

-uknowwhat.i.mean-

gonna start thinking twice b4 going out with him the next episode!!boo!!

T.G.4 ZEN.....
at least this time i wasnt lost alone in space!!!!!

ahhh...BUT we share good moments; idontdeny.
maybe next time....we can go to the tropics, sip pina coladas'?

*BULLSEYE*

meet ZEN,
Zen and I was LOST in space for 45minutes!!


Wen the traffic light hits RED...
we VAIN.


bum....


dont u think Zen got the whole 'Jay chao' thing going on??
His eyes??? hehe....i do!

*hahahahahahahahaha*

Anyways, here i am, back home...bloggin'...
still cant believe you'd do this to me BRYAN!!!thanx!!!!
gonna get u back for this!!! boo!!I
HOPE UR READING!!!


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REMEMBER ME?

This beat flows right through my 'chest'...



My name is Gossip.
I have no respect for JUSTICE.
I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives.
I am cunning and Malicious
"The more im Quoted, the more i'm believed".
My victims are helpless. They CANNOT protect themselves against me because I have NO name or face.
TO TRACK ME DOWN IS IMPOSSIBLE! The harder you try, the more "Elusive I Become".



I'm NOBODY's friend.
Once i tarnish a reputation, it will never be the same.
I topple governments and wreak marriages, I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, HEARTACHES and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their sleep.



I AM CALLED GOSSIP!!
I make Headlines and Headaches'.
REMEMBER, before you repeat a story, ask yourself:
IS IT TRUE? IS IT FAIR? IS IT NECESSARY?
IF NOT...Do Not Repeat it!!
KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT!!!!!

Great minds discuss ideas,
Average minds discuss Events,
Shallow minds discuss People.
WHICH ONE ARE YOU?



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ME.

I was B.O.R.E.D. can?

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