1)Papa don't Preach, You know that I'll always be your Little girl'...
except I Wont wear the dresses you buy me anymore..
2)Mmmph...I Probably shouldn't say this BUT at times i get so scared of growing up, it actually freaks me out SO I laugh myself to sleep; its my lullaby.
3)To walk within the line? would make my life so boring', I WANT to know that I have been to the 'Extreme'..give me that!
4)To the ones i look up most to, I have failed and in your eyes im nothing but disappointment. Everything I have ever want is to make you proud..everything to keep that smile on your face and the satisfactions you get in your heart. So much for giving everybody their desires, I FORGOT MINE. the desire to dream BIG and be Happy:).
5)I long to share my thoughts with you BUT you refuse to let me in, just cause you Despise seeing me Happy and having my way..You think I do so to spike you back at the many things you once said NO to me; which was actually Good?
6)Regrets, I had a few. But I look no further then bettering myself. But how do you see me? completely full of lies' & bullshits..
7)So I screwed up 55 million times, If God can forgive 777 x 7777 times why cant you? and NO i didnt even commit a crime!
8)Yesterday you told me it was ok to practice what i preach, and I did, But the minute you saw me on the street you refuse to acknowledge me as your child, instead of having my back you contradict yourself and it cost me SHAME but I held my head high and walk on by...
9)What ever happend to 'Honesty is the Best policy'? I get A slap on the face for being Honest'...'Honesty is the Best Policy=BULLSHIT!
10)My door is always open for you 24/7, But you choose to stand on the outside and just peep in..Why let silly things bother you?
11)I drew pictures of us when i was young and stuck em' on the refrigerator, Did you ever notice?
12)...Im NOT perfect..you & I know, But never A day I blamed you.
13)Every Good thing I've Done was quickly Forgotten BUT every wrong doings was a Constant reminder to every lil screwed up things I've made. Why not remind me how good i was at something and make me feel a lil honored..
14)The first 7 years of a child's life is MOST-Important, for he or she will remember every lil step they took and memories/details that were made along the way. Where were you?
15)Daddy says I'm always here for you, WHERE?
16)You constantly remind me how I chose Him Over You, and that you cannot believe I would be so 'heartless'...What choice did you give me in the first place to begin with?
17)STOP saying you dont care when you actually do. I appreciate it BUT i'll make those decisions in my life and you can either choose to be happy for me or have nothing to do with me ever..BUT never ask me to choose.
18)Never doubt me on my Faith. I told you, I fear no one But HIM.
19)I'm a BIG girl now mama, I know how to differentiate between the wrong and right, God tells us its wrong to discriminate BUT Right to LOVE..
20)NEVER-Again will I run from the things I want in Life because of obstacles faced..I did that for too long and I could never get em' back...SO NO MORE RUNNING!
21)I gave you all that you could ever ask of me, What else could you possibly ask more of? No promises BUT I will try my best..God plans my future But It is me that chooses which road to take that leads me to that future or life..The rest is HISTORY.
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