COPY-CAT, Catch the Rat...

Damm those 'Gladiator sandals'...been trying to get my hands on em' for the pass 3 weeks but seems like im not in luck! I know...im so yesterday...BUt hell with it...
I have a weakness wen it comes to SHOES...
SERIOUSLY lor....

Moving on(fast)....I found this online shopping website and I thought it was uber cool...the set up and the items they sell ++ the design exactly like magazine style and CHeapppppp!!!...CUN!!! So I started adding all the items i wanted to purchased into my cart...there was about 4 items lar...so i send in the request form and waited patiently 24 hours for a reply...(they stated that they will reply within 24 hours to double confirm my items)...so I waited and waited and waited...72hours..NO REPLY...so I send in my request form again and this time i added a lil note below...

p.s= would appreciate if you give me a call if you cant find the time to reply my emails:) and left my number...

Usually im NOT that into online shopping...I rather try on my goods b4 purchasing...BUT seriously the clothes on this website was F*****g Nice!! And I waited patiently again for a reply...I got my reply:)....BUt i wasnt happy...the mail reads:

Dear Miss Mandy,

The clothes you have pre-ordered is no longer available, pls feel free to check out our other types of clothes and products on our website. good day.

Admin.

WTF.C.U.K? First of all...it wasn't stated on the webpage and clothes that it is A SOLD item!! So YOU deceive your customers...AND it took them 5 days to reply 1 lousy email..which i had to resend!! ALL in all...I think your clothes are nice BUT it sux that your management is poorly handled..Therefore I WILL NOt advertise you on my blog nor recommand your website to any of my frens.. I'll save you the Shame...no need to thank me!BTW...the email is pathetic!!
I think im gonna stick to shopping malls...enough with online shopping...
they say..'You've gotto Feel it or try it on before buying em'..I agree:)
A.N.G.R.Y!!!



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Stranger?

...There's NO Kindness in your Eyes,
The Way you look at me is just NOT Right,
and I can tell Whats going "on" this Time..
There's a Stanger in my life,
Your NOt the person that I once knew,
Are you scared to let her know its YOU?
If they could only see you; Like I do...
Then Maybe they will see a Stranger too..


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I LOVE Shoes....

Stilettos, Killer heels,
Watch me make my very first trip,
Make up kits with bad Lipsticks
You name it,
I've Tried it!!

Cupcakes, Banana split,
chocolate sticks,
Pop-pop dips...
Watch my LIPS,
You'll NEVER get near it..




Harry Winston,
Watch me Dream,
Diamond Rings are NEVER a SIN!
Boyfriends however creates many scenes...


Lip-gloss for Chappy Lips,
Magazines, For HIM to read,
Low rise Jeans..
That boys have never seen..




Pretty in PINK,
where's my BLING?
Pocket full of Plenty 'Ka-chings'...
Sharing it would be Totally CARING!!!



Sipping Wines, dine at nine,
Mustang rides, forget the time,
Walk the LINE and
Pay A damm Fine..




Prada Shoes, Gucci Purse,
SK II, LV Gloves,
Tiffany Coins & Chanel boots,
"Chee Cheong Kai" sells them too..


Lambroghini, Ferrari,
Everyday Eat ROTI...
Mariah Carey, cun body,
Posters of her are all you'll ever SEE...


hahahahahhahahahhahaha


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21 Answers To NO Questions...

1)Papa don't Preach, You know that I'll always be your Little girl'...
except I Wont wear the dresses you buy me anymore..

2)Mmmph...I Probably shouldn't say this BUT at times i get so scared of growing up, it actually freaks me out SO I laugh myself to sleep; its my lullaby.

3)To walk within the line? would make my life so boring', I WANT to know that I have been to the 'Extreme'..give me that!

4)To the ones i look up most to, I have failed and in your eyes im nothing but disappointment. Everything I have ever want is to make you proud..everything to keep that smile on your face and the satisfactions you get in your heart. So much for giving everybody their desires, I FORGOT MINE. the desire to dream BIG and be Happy:).

5)I long to share my thoughts with you BUT you refuse to let me in, just cause you Despise seeing me Happy and having my way..You think I do so to spike you back at the many things you once said NO to me; which was actually Good?

6)Regrets, I had a few. But I look no further then bettering myself. But how do you see me? completely full of lies' & bullshits..

7)So I screwed up 55 million times, If God can forgive 777 x 7777 times why cant you? and NO i didnt even commit a crime!

8)Yesterday you told me it was ok to practice what i preach, and I did, But the minute you saw me on the street you refuse to acknowledge me as your child, instead of having my back you contradict yourself and it cost me SHAME but I held my head high and walk on by...

9)What ever happend to 'Honesty is the Best policy'? I get A slap on the face for being Honest'...'Honesty is the Best Policy=BULLSHIT!

10)My door is always open for you 24/7, But you choose to stand on the outside and just peep in..Why let silly things bother you?

11)I drew pictures of us when i was young and stuck em' on the refrigerator, Did you ever notice?

12)...Im NOT perfect..you & I know, But never A day I blamed you.

13)Every Good thing I've Done was quickly Forgotten BUT every wrong doings was a Constant reminder to every lil screwed up things I've made. Why not remind me how good i was at something and make me feel a lil honored..

14)The first 7 years of a child's life is MOST-Important, for he or she will remember every lil step they took and memories/details that were made along the way. Where were you?

15)Daddy says I'm always here for you, WHERE?

16)You constantly remind me how I chose Him Over You, and that you cannot believe I would be so 'heartless'...What choice did you give me in the first place to begin with?

17)STOP saying you dont care when you actually do. I appreciate it BUT i'll make those decisions in my life and you can either choose to be happy for me or have nothing to do with me ever..BUT never ask me to choose.

18)Never doubt me on my Faith. I told you, I fear no one But HIM.

19)I'm a BIG girl now mama, I know how to differentiate between the wrong and right, God tells us its wrong to discriminate BUT Right to LOVE..

20)NEVER-Again will I run from the things I want in Life because of obstacles faced..I did that for too long and I could never get em' back...SO NO MORE RUNNING!

21)I gave you all that you could ever ask of me, What else could you possibly ask more of? No promises BUT I will try my best..God plans my future But It is me that chooses which road to take that leads me to that future or life..The rest is HISTORY.

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uknowuloveme.

The CANDYMAN can, Coz He mixes all the LOVE & makes the World taste Good:)

YES, I'm a Proud Diploma Certified Graduand...Envy Me.
2 years & 50 Days of Hard ship FINALLY paid off..
glad to know that I wanted this and I Manage to over-come many toils and snares and having IT in the end of the day:)
My pride and Joy.
I have my Mommy and Daddy to thanked for catching me the many times I've fell and pulling me up again!! Wouldn't be where I am this day if it hadn't been for their support and $...(hehe)...Love you guys much!!!

So not only did i manage to drag my whole family to my Convocation, I also made them sit through-out the entire 3 FREAKIN' lonnnnggggg hour ceremony which was....
Pretty-Dead-boring...boo!!
You know...speeches and more speeches...
But Happy knowing that Every time I Turn around Cox of my restlessNESS, I find em' Family with the BIGGEST smile and wave directing to me..how could I ask for more?

Although the Ceremony was super long, I never let myself to bore, with my 101 amazing frens.. and US making the loudest noise in the hall, Much FUN was made:)
I wouldn't mind to Relive this day over-and-over again!!!

*snapshots*
-The Family-






-The 101 Amazing Frens-
doo bee doo bee doo...



















I must say, We all looked like Graduands from Hogwarts...hahaha...just missing a wand and a broom...too bad no one thought of that Harry potter pose!!! haha...it would have been hillarious!!
-dropdeadfunnybunny-
OR or....Remember the 'NUNS' from 'The sound of music'?...We could so totally play their parts..
"HOW DO SOLVE A PROBLEM LIKE AMANDA"? hehe..
enough said.

So where we I go from here?
When i figure this one out, i'll let you all in...till den



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It's Like Way- Ee- Yeay...On your Wedding Day...Its a FREE Ride, That You've already Paid!

...I Love the WOrld Today...
We'll Flash Forward to a few years later...
Down the slippery hills we roll and the many hills we've climb..
HAPPINESS: is when your able to make yourself feel proud and put smiles on everyone's faces:)
I don't know about you, BUT I feel that Where i Stand today, I have put many smiles on many faces...
-dramaqueenme-

So now I party till I DROP Dead...can?


ME & My B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L fwens...














MY Crazy Wayzie FRENS....


...Happy Birthday Izrai...




hahahaha...Faisal...I told you all pictures are going up!!!



Dont you think Faisal got the whole Superman Look going on here?^

Peace guys:)

Wen we PARTY up...TRY letting ur hair down...
Guys...your all AMAZING!!!!
Most of all We parrty with PRIDE for we R Diploma Grads...hahahaha...
and I couldn't ask for more.....

ROCK ME WORLD:)



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Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?

How can one live in denial when she constantly contradicts herself?
I always ask myself; is it right for a person to accept you and your flaws just cause He feels sorry for you?What happen to sincerity?
NOBODY is born Perfect, i believe.
SO how can you sit there and judge me for my imperfection?


SO you drive the most "expensive" car in town and you dine only at 1st class restaurants, YOUR covered in designer labels from head to toe, still you cant even pronounce 'Spaghetti Bolognese'? So tell me whats wrong with this picture?


I never let myself get into all this worrying bout my flaws, There's a reason for everything that happens, Perhaps its my Cross to carry!! and i shall not complain!
I choose to be truthful and honest from the beginning, so Dont say i never let you in..
It is you that keeps pushing me further away into the background....and if you would to keep on pushing me away, one day i might fall and that FALL is going to be 'the only Fall' that i will NOT pick myself up from because your not worth it!


Gees...What ever happen to " I love you from within"?
Maybe that doesn't count anymore!! SO im a lil Old-Fashioned...SUE ME!
IF i can accept you and love you just the way you are, I dont see why cant you?
Maybe your world is painted with perfect blue skies but mine's not.


At least now i know that, there are still people like you in this world and people like you will NEVER succeed in anything, because the world you live in and build around you is way to perfect for anyone to fit themselves in except you..


So, if tomorrow you decide to have and hold me once again...I will look no further den the bakery store, just so you could go in and order yourself the BIGGEST slice of Humble Pie..
eat it, swallow it den come running back.
Ironic? I dont care.


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Tra la la la la...

I Love You, Sunday Sun...

The weeks not yet begun and everything is Quiet,

And Its always YOU&ME always and Forever!!

*step back to reality*

HELLO.... okie so here's the dish...

I'm Graduating this Saturday(have nothing to wear beneath the hideous rope?)

Cant hardly wait to Partay with my girls this Thursday!!! YIPPIE:)

I have a Ginormous PIMPLE on my Nose and seriously its bugging ME!! yeeww!!

Alright, complainning is NOT going to help!

Another 'insomnia evening' for the 44 hundred times this year!!

WHY!!!

I was going to Blog about something AND I forgot what it was already...DAMN!

SO now i Type randomLESSly(huh) and hoping this will turn out to be some interesting post lah...

i miss baby. baby good.

Question?

Do you agree that MOST men have NO- ability to Listen or give Advises? haha..

I recall this particular incident where i was facing some 'crisis' and since most of my 'ears' are guys, i had this 'super long sadcase EMO' talk with him; HOPING for some good to come out of the whole an hour and hallf conversation BUT guess wat? after pouring out my HEART/SOUL and the few teardrops, the fella hands me a tissue and tells me : "Alarr Mandy, Be Cool??"..BE COOL? Are You Shitting Me? Is that the BEST you've got??? OMG...Kill me! PLS!! Den he goes on about "Loving myself first and being strong and dont let the world get to ME?" ermmm!!!!????

OKIE....i think I've said enough..PLUS I STRONGLY THINK you wouldn' wanna hear the 16 minutes of nonsense i had to bear and hear coming out from his mouth!!(repeating it would cost me)-the preppy talk he gave me has NO-What-SO-Ever Relevant to my 'Crisis'...In he End, I fake a Toilet Visit!! mmmph!!God Bless HIM!!

p.s= I appreciate ur presence bro'.

..................................................................................

If Men actually take the time to Listen then maybe Us Girls wouldnt have to much to complain or refer em' as dogs? aiyaa...WHY bother anyways...MEN..

okie lah IM Done!

-pinching pimple-

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uknowuloveme.

Ask & You Shall Receive..

Every Journey we take leaves us with Memories we make along the way...
Every Lesson has its own Moral Values...
Every once in awhile we FALL but we pick ourselves up and continue walking...
Every Second someone Laughs!:)
Everybody has their own Story to tell...
So here is mine;

TwentyOne, SPOILT, I always get my way. I believe If you want to achieve your GOAL in life, you gotto GOGOGO for it and Never Question your doubts!-TRUST me you dont wanna keep asking yourself the same question at 66 "What If ahh?- Have NO- FEAR and take all RISK!! Party Hard while your legs still stands and Eat a Snake!Mmmmph?? Let no one tell you how to live your life, you call the SHOTS and Make lotsa $$$(so wen he leaves you, YOU can say BYE-BYE with a smile:). Let your DREAM stay BIG and worries stay small!..Meet 'MADONNA' and ask her to sign ur Bedsheet, Dance in the RAIN and Do the 'Boyfwen' @ the pantry!!haha...
FEAR GOD.

Sometimes to get there in LIFE and Make it...
YOU got to be a whole load 'Cruel ter' to be KIND..


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'Suddenly I See....

Im up to NO-GOOD!!
SOmething BIG is coming Soon!
Lets just say; ITS GONNA BE WORTH IT!! at least for me...
i hope.
Wen its all donedone, i'll Share!! till den...
Taa..


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